the S.O. called me. see, we have the coolest car ever. it is one of the original Nintendo pikachu cars. these are yellow vw bugs, that were made into pikachu. well, poor pika lost her tail and ears and part of her smile, along with some decals, before we found her. I got her on ebay for a song, with hardly any miles and the right age to make her a Mexican car. Unfortunately we had to gut her more to carry all the crap to Mexico we did in her, so she lost her TV hookup out of the back. she was a show model that went around to malls and anime conventions and stuff like that as a promotion. it was very exciting to get her. my only regret now is not photocopying the title before having to turn that in, since it was still the nintendo corp title. but oh well.

so he called me, because she is basically gonna do the Mexican version of “Pimp my Ride” XD its very exciting. she is getting her ears and tail and everything back. with the addition of neon white lights on the bottom. and I am pushing for a horn modification that lets it go “pika pika” and of course an alarm that goes “piiiiiiiiikkkkkkkkkkkaaaaaaaachuuuuuuuuuu!!!!!!!” with the flashing white lights at the bottom. I think it will make people back up. and of course make me laugh so hard I pee myself, but that’s just the side bonus. the amazing thing, is EVERYTHING will cost us less that 1000 bucks. labor, parts, everything. its wonderful. I am so excited. And I still have the tv stuff, so when I get there we can restore that too. He had hopped online to tell me the details, discuss the money bit and we decided the final yes do it. that was many many many hours ago. He was supposed to go give them a deposit, and then come talk to me again. I told him we needed to have a serious conversation. I was hoping to catch him in a good mood coming from this, so we could discuss some serious matters. I want him to go look at the house I found, as I have not seen his mom in 2 days, so I can’t ask her, and he knows all my stuff so he can judge it for me better than anyone else there. but…I am still waiting. *sigh*

I am trying to not feel like he only got online for that one thing, and once he got it then I am being blown off. he was better last night. I think he felt how much he screwed up, and how I was not a happy person. He has that special gift..I get pushed like RIGHT to the edge..and then he does the right thing. I don’t know why he does that ROTFL. and now its very late, even if he did get online, its probably not such a good time for serious conversations. so in the meantime, I have been amusing myself with photoshop playing around with making a logo for my cookie business and thinking of names for it and overall just letting my imagination soar. that keeps me pretty busy and happy. n_n I am trying to stay in the state of “it will happen”. the cool thing, is I am feeling that, without having to try super hard. like, its easier today to stay positive and proceed with my plans. I know what I want. I am excited to do it. it will happen. I am envisioning it, and it will come to be.