can’t believe I have been living in Monterrey for one year now. O_O it is unreal. so much has changed, yet so much has stayed the same. I am looking for a new house to live in. the one we thought we were going to rent fell through. to be honest, I am not super surprised. I was having a hard time believing we were going to get it. especially as it got more and more difficult to try and get in. so, back to the drawing board with that. at least now we have all the papers we need to rent. I am staying home from work this weekend to hopefully find a house. I just want it settled and done. I found one I am very interested in, and will hopefully go and look at it tomorrow.

still am having some issues with my relationship. but I think that is always that way. there is always something. This something is a big something, and I still don’t know what has to happen in order for it to be better. I hope it gets better soon. I don’t know what else to do.

Got my visas today. had to spend a lot more money than I had anticipated because I was late in getting them done. didn’t understand the process but at least it is taken care of. so, one more thing done, now just to find a house and pack everything to move. I hate moving, but it really is necessary for us to be in a bigger place with better internet. I need for the S.O. to start making money, and we need to be in a better location for that. so lets hope that works out for this weekend and I will have one less thing to worry about.