ready to scream

i am so frustrated. so ready to scream. feeling so restrained. I am so tried of living like this. like nothing is in my control, everyone else telling me what to do, when to do, where to go, how to live. I am SICK of it. I have all the responsibility and none of the fun. no help, no support, no love, nothing. nothing but complaints all the time and making my life more difficult than it needs to be. I can’t take it anymore and am going to explode. and if I get blown off or called a drama queen or otherwise belittled and ignored anymore, I am going to lose it. absolutely lose it. I hate my life right now with my very soul and just cannot take it anymore.